Drake, My Sweet Son, I miss you so much. You were so much a part of me, and I feel so empty now. For 20 weeks you were with me at every moment, and to have you slip away from me so suddenly is almost more than I can bear. We looked forward to a lifetime of love with you, but we only got one hour. I ached to help you breathe when I saw you gasping. Please know that I wanted to breathe for you. You had your daddy's eyes and your sister's smile. You have the love of a family who dearly wanted you. I hope you felt the love that surrounded you that day. I hope you still feel it.This song is the one that makes me think of you the most. I love you, my Drakey.
Who You'd Be Today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
See your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe your gone
(Chorus:)
It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today
Would you see the world
Would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies Someday's the sky's so blue I feel like I can talk to you And I know it might sound crazy
(Chorus)
Today [3x]
Today [3x]
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know, I'll see you again someday
Someday, someday
For 20 weeks I carried you, for 1 hour I held you, for a lifetime, I will remember you.
