Stories of Lost Children
Never Got To Give Him All My Love
by Krystal Murray, Del City, OK, U.S.A.
My son Noa Glen Murray-Smith was a unexpected but welcomed pregnancy. At 20 weeks gestation he was diagnosed with a giant omphalocele and clubbed foot. They told me from the start he would proablly not make it though the whold pregnancy but I didnt believe that this could happen to my child. With growing problems the doctors recommend to have a c-section at 33 weeks. Noa was born and he was beautiful! My baby was in so much pain from his abnormalties the doctors now recommended that we let him pass. My son died at less then one day old im my arms. I long to hold him, to smell him, to kiss him. Its the hardest thing to come home from a hospital with out your baby and live day to day knowing you cannot bring him back.
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