Stories of Lost Children
My Baby
by Jeanne Foster, Dodgeville, WI, U.S.A.
We had been trying for a baby for a few months then found out we were pregnant. We were excited. We were 12 weeks along then a few weeks later I was bleeding. I went into the ER and thought I was hemorrhaging like I was with my other 2 kids and it was gonna be OK just to take it easy. They went in to do a Ultrasound and there was no baby. My heart sank and I started to cry. There were no words that I could say or do to make it go away. I was in awe. I didn't want to be touched or anything but I remembered my mom was in the room with me and all I could do was hold her and say why me and she said "I'm so sorry honey." It is now October and I wish I could turn back time to April and bring back my baby cause I miss it so bad. Not a day goes by that I don't think about it and cry. I hope to meet u and hold u some day I love u and will think of u always baby.
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